Rebirth
12/6/07
Banish words, burn books,
Shut down the electric currents keeping us all at bay
Let’s go out by the multitude
Or solitary
Beyond confines
to remember the smell of earth again
texture of the universe
against feel of skin
beauty that wrings herself
tirelessly
regardless of the blind
Banish all words
fragments of dead knowledge
taking us away
so far away
from reality
deadening instincts
rendering the need
to experience, meaningless
wisdom has been put on mute
senses become less
common
atrophying
while distractions and disorders rules the day
Banish them all I say
let’s become explorers
adventurers
remember and celebrate
let’s birth this universe anew
Let’s observe the world
like we’ve never seen before
through the eyes of a
child
a new born soul
lest we stifle all that is joyous
genuine
and gorgeous
into blind crusts of jaded bitterness
Come on, let’s go,
the last frontier of innocence
is in our hands, we can’t afford
any more blood
Banish all barriers
that keep us in prisons
without bars
let’s go out
let’s go out by
the multitude
let’s go out solitary
to simply gaze at the stars….
(the irony of using this medium/words to express these reflections does not escape me. Indulge me, please.)

12/7/07 at 7:52 am
asaalmaulikum,
mashAllah,wonderful words.
i completly agree!but,i just have one question-where is that we should go?-)
12/8/07 at 8:11 am
Waalykum Salam Safia,
Your comment prevents me from deleting this incredibly horrible poem. I will write more reflections on this when I create the space to write…Inshaallah.
12/8/07 at 7:31 pm
Wonderful, dear Sister
First the TV goes, now books and words that lead to misunderstanding, bitterness and lies. Ah, for the innocence of a child once again, and a mother to protect him from the world.
How is Yusuf, by the way?
Ya Haqq!
12/8/07 at 7:49 pm
Assalamualaikum.
Please do not delete any of your writings - ‘horrible’ or otherwise. Do allow us to share your journey. For my part, I have yet to find any of your posts ‘horrible’.
12/9/07 at 7:56 am
Salamaat,
Irving: not all books of course (the addict speaks!) but you touched the core of what I was trying to say…Observing how Sufyan interacts with the world, so un-burdened by theories and words; needing to create the space for him to experience and knowing that childhood ends much too soon…(like all transient good things…
Izaliah: Thank you for deblurking and your kind words…every time I write, I feel like I am approximating and the end result is never quite what i was trying to say. Kheir…
12/10/07 at 4:00 am
I know what you mean. Words are often inadequate to express thoughts and feelings, even in one’s mother tongue (mine is Malay). But I don’t want to be spending a lot of time fine tuning my writings, so I just get it off my chest and move on…..